8/07/2004
its been a while
ya its been a while since i last updated my blog.
i guess not much really happened lately just really hectic with vbs stuff now. its so crazy VBS is in 10 days i mean. we planned it and talked about it for such a long while and its hard to believe that its really finally here and we still have so much to do. i can tell annas really stressed thats why were gonna get together tomorrow (minus anna) and work on the stuff...=) so she might be a bit less stressed or at least feel less stressed..cuz i think shes jus adding pressure on herself but owells
anyways in just 33 hours..the outreach in action begins. no more just behind the scenes its gonna unfold before our eyes. this is crazy i mean..its suspenseful waiting to see how many people turn out. how many possible souls we can reach out to you know. how many people had a heart and read and responded to our little but deep flyers. wow im getting excited again =) its like this pounding feeling that like boggles your mind. its like..whoa. seriously i cant grasp it and realize its reality. i think itll only start to sink in once i see it. but we'll see how it is.
oh i finally bought a dress for the cruise. like its kinda ugly and i resent buying it just a little but i mean a dress for 25 bux is awfully goood! well its halter and pink with little flower things on it. ill take pictures to remind myself lol. growing my bangs now..it looks nyce i guess...makes me look older. but it makes me lose my cuteness and innocence..makes me look like meaner too..so that sux. owells ill still be tha same me =)
oh summer conference. that was amazing following in Jesus' footsteps...integrity (the sundial), priorities (pillars and the rock), rejoicing (finding the penny), understanding (trivia), servanthood (washing feet), community (asking strangers questions), passion (bible study), hmm i forgot the last one..but anyways its really been amazing like i learned so so much. definitely learned more character traits on what to be like...but its hard to you know like live it out. its hard to be watching your actions every second to see if what youre doing is something you should be doing..but then again.. who said christianity was easy..?
*sighs* lot of problems lately between friendships. well actually not really. but with like my cousin. its just crazy..its nyce to help out though and see other perspective on things and try to learn from them or share your experiences to teach them =) but still im scared that im drifting apart my friends. i mean i think this is what phoebe was talking bout before..and im really scared of it because i feel so isolated out of them. i guess ill just wait untill next year to see whats happening which is also scary to think that skewl is coming in 30 sumthing days i mean i dont hate school but i love summer so much more ive learned a lot...and more about life than any school can teach me seriously. i mean its not even been all that play for me because i actually have a lot to do which is kinda crazy i mean its summer. but owells. its all good. i think im going to help vanessa with a few more problems and then im sleeping goodness im tired. well im out
love. joeyxx
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