8/15/2004
plunging into the flesh
i finally had the courage to take out my initial earrings and replace it with my new aldo earrings. that seriously took courage and determination you have no idea how hard those earrings were to take off they were like glued together or sumthing..by the time i got it off my face was flushed from the effort.
anyways im thinking of getting a new formal dress for my cruise because i seriously do not want to wear my grad dress because that is one of the ugliest things i have ever decided to buy with my precious and limited money. i dunno i mean like i need SOMETHING black. the outfits i have rite now is white shirt with purple ball gown skirt, puke blue ultraly sparkly hip widening shoulder broadening formfitting dress, and my pink sundress that i still have to alter or else evryone will see my breasts spilling out of it. im sucha screwed little gurl.
vbs tomorrow. so not good if i go to sleep at this exact moment in time i can still get 7 hours and 20 minutes of sleep (its 12 10 rite now). damnit. im scared but i dotn think the kids will mind so why are we trying to make this stupid thing perfect
and im mad. im sorry but seriously we made dance moves for "know that the Lord is God" but anna wants us to change it..okay first of all it doesnt matter if it looks cheesy because kids like cheesiness..the more cheesy the more they love you and thats really good but that we have to change it because anna doesnt like it..i mean no matter what she says you know that deep down its cuz she doesnt like it (or so in my opinion) but i kno shes done a lot for us and stuff..but not a whole bunch more than evryone else..not for vbs anyways..i mean basically you told us that you dint want to do ANYTHING. nothing. just sit around and watch us...because you kno that were responsible enough. well i dunno but i personally think its just because you dont really want to be doing this with us because were not really in your little crew you know =) although we still have good times its not tha same i kno. but so now were thrown into another fit of chaos and confusion because the day before it starts we have to think of new moves for the FIRST song that we perform the next day im sorry. but no. ugh im mad whatever. i dont kno im just ranting and there i go again.
good nite all. this shall be interesting. i think im pmsing.
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