9/15/2004
gasping for freedom
it seems like its been so long since my last taste of freedom..the effects of school ugh disgustifies me
and it smells..once you smell manure around our neighbourhood you kno its really truly time to work darnits. i hate manure lol
man jus had a math test and an accounting test..gonna have vocal tomorrow..how stupid..im being tested on singing techniques -.-" oh sigh. i really dont wanna sing in front of the class and my voice is so bad too!! *tear*
man and phoebes pissing me off cuz like everyday she tells me to print out her homework..grrr! go fix your printer maaan seriously so mah fan! arrrgh i think im pmsing again so many things are making me mad
family life..its been the best its ever been...sure it had to have a breaking point before it happened but at least its all good now and we have a constant reminder how important family is...its funnie how peaceful our house has been after i started shutting up =)
dont mind me if my blogs have been awfully short lately i jus cant really think i guess and now that people can read and stuff its jus like theres some things you dont wanna expose
a new light..when chris was talking about the whole pastor incidence i mean why would people wanna expose themselves like what im doing now and set themselves up for a possibility of a disaster its jus stupid..unfortunately i know too well which is why rite now i dont really mind because i know =) is that stupid? ya i guess owells. i dunno. whatever
i am an unlikeable person. over and over ive seen myself in some sort of spiffy with at least one person its just omgosh to myself. i mean i dont know why maybe its the way i respond to things or like how i dont kno how to communicate i dunnoooo ergggh pisses me offf...dont kno how to change tho..omgosh im so failing for math i thought i had a chance but i jus found out I GOT EVERYTHING wrong. man piss off! so disappointed. physically im disappointed during the summer omgosh i gained WAY more than i wanted too..i wont even go in deep about that but whatever im disappointed in myself there too..gosh i feel ugly. and then my ttc picture hahaha i look tha same as last year except with long hair..oh the disgustedness and my skewl picture..=/ i dont kno...oh man oh man whatever its all good i hope =/ i think that i need to find out how to improve. no more falsities.
here i am.
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