in a daze

9/25/2004

a gulp of bitterness

went to the ntcbc conference today..it was so good well not SO good but good like i learned a lot of it. now i jus need to be able to put it into use somehow...conflict management..it was good except the guy dint really get anything into my head..the speaker did...its another one of those times you realize how privileged you are and you remember not to take things for granted and where to go with that the worship workshop was good but i dint really digest anything cuz i was pretty pissed off that kat and mel like jus ditched me gosh it was so rude..but whatever. it still pisses me off kind of but anyways ya i couldnt get myself to smile and then i dint fully realize how grumpy i was until like i was asked a million times if i was okay..*sigh*
like sharon leslie kat mel even chris. and asked repetitively too..*sigh* thats not too good. anyways came home at like i dunno 8 30? dint do any work once again i really have to work man -.-" so tired drama practice was crazie like we were yelling at each other with directions and like frustration of doing ONE scene over and over and over and over you get tha point but it took forever. ya i dunno i wasnt in a good mood at all.

posted by joanne - @ 8:55 pm