11/18/2004
break it down
alright here we go. you know it and i know it and hmm about everybody else knows it so i might as well be painfully honest. rachel, you are pissing me off like crazy. stop trying to make it sound like its all our faults. number one have you forgotten all those tmes that weve tried to talk to you. seriously. ive talked to you one on one, ive talked to you in a group, stop saying youre sorry if you dont mean what you say. i meant what i said, i tried to be less critical, i tried to help you, i tried to be NORMAL you can NOT say i didnt try because how many times have i talked to you? because every conversation was an EFFORT. ive gone through two months of feeling sorry, two months of trying to make sense and trying to make it right, you just make me sick. you know what if you think that its all of your best friends fault that were walking away then go ahead, think that all you want cuz you seriously think that we would walk away for no reason, than you are seriously deranged. stop always trying to talk to me first because you know i would have sympathy for you, i know you lied when you said i was the only one that was online because phoebe was waiting for you to message her, i know that you told a million other people i know you lied because weve talked to other people who told us what you said...
you just called me.
1 Comments:
still gotta say something even though it was 2 days ago. you're pissing off like crazy, stop trying to make it sound like its all my fault. and yeah you've had all those times talking to me. i think you should stop saying sorry if you dont mean what you say, cuz you havent changed one bit either. okay, fine i'll never go to you first when i have something to say. maybe i always went to you first cuz i knew you'd be there for me without criticism. maybe i thought wrong. i wasnt lying when i said you were the only one online, because thats what i thought, and thats what i saw. why else would i call pheebs straight up? and i keep telling you i dint tell a million other people, because i didnt. i didnt tell dana, i didnt tell christine, or renee. i didnt tell davy and i didnt tell nathan or merke. i just talked to josh. and get that straight. and its up to you if you trust me or not. sometimes i just think you guys are just finding excuses to be pissed off at me...you havent gone what i've gone through and you still dont know. you think you're going through a hard time, but think about this, 3 of my closest friends are pissed at me and i dont even think theyre relevant reasons. hey jo, last thing. you kno we're always gonna be miserable until you learn to move on and not dwell on things that supposedly piss you off...
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