12/04/2004

reminisce of 2004

i can't believe it's december already. another year has gone by..goshh so much happened over this year. i cannot say that i am sad this year is over though..it was just excessively dramatic. i cant really remember what really happened over this year actually it was so much of a blur or i was so much in a daze. everything seemed uncertain. i dont really know what to say..ive become so much more bitter this year. maybe its just that it suddenly ran me over that life is so hard, even when everythings going well. well actually thats just the outcome of the year. each day individually wasnt really that bad..in fact it was pretty fun. the beginning of this year...it was when i started getting used to going to a new school, realizing that i really have to leave whitefield behind. well anyways i made new friends (thank God) lol we had our little foursome group (aka..the mugekgeks) we had so much fun together thinking we were all kewl with our cute little name =) art and gym classes with rachel were becoming bearable =P instrumental class with phoebs was always SO gay that it was so much fun meh me and jen dint have ne classes just us but we managed =P and then we had our even GAYER group (aka..the gang5tarz) but that was so much all cute too especially when we had our little star thing omgosh were really gay but that was like i dont know..it makes me feel all fuzzy inside you knowwww. of course hcefc was ALWAYS there and being like my second family. they make my week =) just looking back at all those friendships and remembering an image of everyone just laughing and not caring..im smiling like a fool right now..aww crap now im tearing..well anyways ill move on cuz its so stupid to cry in front of a computer. oh and..how could i forget..going to sharons house almost everyday to play ddr and mooching off their food =) well summer came and so did doncrest. the parts i loved the most from doncrest was the time we had away from the camp at starbucks. we dint have to do anything to have fun with each other. we could sit all day and i would have the time of my life. phoebs left after for hk rach had all these camps, i had l.i.t (close to a living hell lol), all these other camps and stuff and then CRUISE. i think after this cruise i realized how amazing a family is and after that week of living together..it was just like "we are family!" =) then came september..i mean skewl is bad but i dint know that our friendships could be too...i dunno let the problems roll in...maybe were just starting to get settled in but i really really hope that by the end of the school year..everything would be what we call normal. =/

1 Comments:

At 4/12/04 4:06 pm, Blogger rahella said...

remember our lil mugekgek quote "our hyperness is our normalness" and today this day i, personally think its true. whenever we're not having a good time around each other, something obviously is wrong. but yeah, i thought 2004 was such an awesome year. :)

 

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