in a daze

12/13/2004

sorry to my loved ones

"The best discovery true friends can make is growing up without growing apart."

i can`t justify any of my actions. i`m so sorry for everything i`ve done. i don`t know what more to say. i`ve tried really hard but i didn`t try everything and im sorry if i hurt you. i`m sorry that i`m always such an inconsiderate ass. i`m just really sorry...i guess as cheesy as this is, the quote kinda sums up what i`m apologizing for..

1. phoebs: we do get pissed at each other an awful lot don`t we? =) i am so sorry that i wasn`t trying as hard as i should to just consider how you would react to what i say or things i do and when i have mood swings and i get so easily pissed at you. i love you so so much throughout everything you`ve understood and youve always been there for me through all the good times and even those many hard times. i know our shouts are always the same basically but i just realized or well i was thinking that i just love being with you because you are such a great friend even when i suck terribly as one. all i can say is we are so the definition of soul sister i love you soo much.
2. rach: i`m sorry. there`s no point in pointing fingers and trying to blame each other and all that. i know that i`ve messed up a lot of things and i wasn`t at all a good friend through thick and thin...but i tried really hard to be. i know that`s not enough but i don`t want something so stupid to end our friendship but it feels like it does doesn`t it..maybe it really is because we`ve changed..and we try to think of each other as the same as before but we`re not now. but all of this doesntmatter i justthank you for trying because i know you do. this is gonna be really hard for both of us but if we can get past this...it`ll just be like..wow. i love you flaws and all =)
3. josh: you know what..youre a really good friend =) okay for SURE i haven`t at all been the best friend..but through everything..i think you`re one of the goodest friends ive had. even though sometimes you`re really an idiot (joke..kinda) i wouldnt want you any other way...well maybe i would no just kidding. thank you so much for just being you...continue being you. i love yooou
4. jen: you`ve just always been there for me and i thank you so so much. because through everythinng you were there to listen, when i needed to rant or just be gay or anything and you ALWAYS make me laugh. don`t ever change because i love you so much just the way you are.

posted by joanne - @ 5:51 pm