2/14/2005
immobile dizzyness
what can i say...today i just felt like i was standing in the middle of the world and everything around me was spinning, like a neverending whirlwind kind of carousel. this has been so depressing. listening to everyone and hearing them share in those like few minutes and having all this drama suddenly unfold before my eyes and knowing everything and trying to be clearminded and drama free when inside i want to tell someone so bad. damn, but i know i cant. and besides i really dont want any attention on myself and theres already way too much going on to add to it..i can do this by myself..or rather with God. i can..i will..itll be over soon it always passes and moves on to another. i jus really have to pray. ugh my delusional scattered thoughts. i think im going delirious. and i thought i would be fine today.happy valentines day.
3 Comments:
oooooohhhhhh sighs, thats all i can say. i'm holdin back, so not to worry.
oh props to you if youre wearing your doncrest shirt. hahah cuz i've been wearin mine to sleep for a while now.
hii sexxieees. yesterday was a crazily insanee day i agree. but dont worry we have all our friendds so its all good even though nonee of us realliee has that "special someone" to celebrate valentines day with =) lets hope next year we will! hahaha lovee you *muahhhs*
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