in a daze

2/13/2005

today i dreamed..

a horrible dream. it was horrible because i woke up smiling and realized it was just a dream. and then i felt crummy. first time i've had these kind of dreams, and right before valentines day. oh boourns. well anyways i felt crummy when i woke up so i didnt want to get out of bed so i told my parents ill go to worship with nathan and skipped sunday school. i know i shouldnt have but i was just like...i cant.

well at 11 i heard nathan get up (thank goodness cuz he was about to leave without me) and then i got ready and stuff and then we got to church at like 11 30. during ben's pastoral prayer. the sermon didnt really apply to me at first...until i started applying it from a different perspective and i realized, maybe im not all that right about myself. you know what i mean..well anyways i think i absorbed a bit more than the past few days so thats good..trying to make up for the ground that ive lost and its so much harder and discouraging knowing that ive already been there and it was because of me that i went all the way back down and now i have to go all the way back to where i was before. well anyways i skipped prayer meeting cuz i was going to stc with the guys (which ended up just being alex and mtee at the end) and we were supposed to watch coach carter but instead we watched HITCH. which was SOOO awesome ^^Y omgosh. oh ya..after the movie i was 100% broke. i gave mtee my $5 and thennn i had like a couple coins and thats it. -.-" dint even have more than 50 cents darn it. lol whatever. anyways the movie was SOOO good. i hadnt laughed so hard for a while. and i dont think ive CRIED soo hard in a long time. with tears flowing down my face and not just a little but like abundantly. it was terrible..and yes right before valentines too. man, the guys better have picked up on some of that lol i know alex did =P. LOL chubs was soo cute he started like sniffling beside me LOL so jokes and michaels jus like omgosh stop crying. what an ass LOL (which just so happens to be my new favourite line) woot. okay enough anyways mannn the benydryll part, and then the waterskiing when he kicked her, LOL damn. will smith, so old and yet still so adorable lol. and and! i think its soo adorable everytime guys screw up. =)

well anyways. after the movie we found michael l. like standing under the theatre LOL and then he joined us walking around the mall (very boring) and hten mtee and chubs bought pants. its soo funny watching guys buy pants. its about as fun as shopping with gurls seriously. they like worry about how they look and how their shoes and shirts look with them and if they have clothes to match. its so adorable in my humble opinion. i think i should become a personal shopper LOL okay maybe not but the shirts i saw for them i think wouldve really matched them nicely. well anyways. =P lol new phrase: do it for the team! anywaysss after we went to sport chek and then the team..of three just sat on the bench and waited for mtees dad. after we went to mtees house and played monopoly. darn and i thought i had a chance. i swear there was like no mercy (actually there was...quite a lot of it) lol whatever we played with an intermission to eat dinner. it never really did end. but its good cuz i didnt OFFICIALLY lose. even though i WAS beyond indebted to the bank =P we da-been-lowed for dinner and afterwards my stomach hurt like crazy. sik jor tai dor. it was horrible =( and then after monopoly we ate some japanese chocolate cake and it was very spongey =P and omgoshhh i really really like the song that mtee composed. its soooo gooood =( boo im jealous! fancyy man. anyways okay enough lol

thats about all that happened today i guess. i wanna call someone goodnight la

posted by joanne - @ 11:03 pm