in a daze

3/07/2005

followup of next few dayyys

okayyyy saturdayyy we went to mls house AGAIN for his party for hcefcers, mmm charmaine leslie sharon mel vincci chubs tee and fob came and then at the beginning it was just random like a few of us were playing truth or dare slapjack and then me and chubs had to serenade someone out his window and then chubs started screaming at the people to come back and listen to him LOL and thenn i played chubs ping pong like three games i won 2 out of three but somehow i still had to do the chinup what an arseee! lol and then i did like..less than one LOL felt so weak omgosh lol especially compared to charmaine! that man LOL she did three -.-" mmmm after we ateee food that michaels mom made and it was SOOOO good like forget east side marios her food was like heavenlyyy hahaha and then everyone was too dead to do anything so we all watched shaolin soccer hahaha so jokes but there were like parts cut out. and thennn we went up to his room and we played truth or dare slapjack again and chubs and mtee went downstairs to play pingpong and sharon was watching and then sharon and charli chose dare and we couldnt think of an appropriate one so then were jus like go downstairs and tickle mtee and alex LOL it was sooo gay but so funnie =P and we have it on video woots hahaha then everyone went up againn and played poker ^^ and then brent like owned us all basically what an ass. booo hahaha and then i forgot what we did the rest of the time probably slapjack again cuz we ended up telling a lot of stuff to each other

oookay lets seee sunday
so i woke up..kinda. lol and then went to sunday skewl and it was uncle frank again..sighs. i feel bad for our nonresponsiveness but hes really hard to listen to and hes a good guy but...still. well after we had service and our worship team was so freaked out because no one knew what they should be doing and how everything needed to go and stuff and iris had to call a 15s team huddle before service lol and were just like no matter what happens jus sing your heart out =) and worship was awesomee. okay that sounded like conceited but it wasnt cuz of us cuz we had like no practice and were not particularly amazing but the church wanted to worship and it was contagious and it was great. the sermon applied too..well i applied it. like it was just about having hard times and theyre not necessarily bad. sometimes the only way to grow in your faith is to overcome the struggle rather than ask God to take it away cuz i do i know. like applied to my own life, lately just being close to God has been hard, i know its so not good especially with TC around the corner but it definitely has not been up and i was asking God why not im trying but its not working at all and it feels so stupid and pointless and i know that its going to be worth it but right now it just all seem really futile. and i was just praying that God, make it stop, i dont want to work at being a christian basically. golly, it all sounds so stupid but ya thats me. well okay random thoughts right. but ya after the sermon i just realized that i should be asking for more faith to overcome it right, rather than have a comfortable faith that just kinda floats around..well, i know its gonna be hard and theres going to be more times like this but at least i know how to pray when this comes up again.

well after church, after prayer meeting, we went to woodside (leslie mel hayley and me) and went to train and then me and mel shared a small and leslie had her rice thing and hayley had a small too and then hayleys mom came and said she'll order us this variety platter omgosh it was soooo good but there was so much oh my. *yummm* lol and then there was that random clear 'pai' that we were supposed to wrap i dont know what with but ya it felt like edible latex. it was pretty naaasty hahaha oh yaaa and i got the cloth for the banner its like bright royal blue and pale easter yellow. quite odd but =/ anyways hopefully bee and west will like it and theyll make me feel better bout it. -.-" mmmm, oh ya and i had this really ugly shirt on (i wasnt fully awake when i chose it okayyy) and then i went to winners at woodside and bought another one woohooo! and i like it ^^ and then i wore it LOL cuz then i went to meet with the guys (josh, vee, mike, west) mannn it was like doodoodoo *looks arounnd* but then after i played jitz and i SUCK HORRIBLY at it. but whatever it was fun =) and then they ate kbbq and i wasnt really hungry but i think they were so mehh they ate it and i was entertained by making the meat ^^ even though woo was being such an ass! so rude omgosh what a MAN (so not a compliment) and then vee was just there laughing hahaha so randommm =P omGOSH and the craziest part of the night. well for me. when we were going to the washroom OMGOSH i just see woos boots bside me and i hear him start pissing HOLY CRAPPP and then i hear like westleys voice in the stall across im just like....ohhh my gooooshhh....lol omgosh i swear im still in shock. omgoshh i dont know what to think omogsh i dont know how many times i just said omgosh. can you feel my shock. went home at like 11 then talked on the fone with josh but i was tired so we only talked for like..not that long..cuz i dont know how long it was lol then i sleptttt

todayyy i forgot i was supposed to meet mel so then my dad wakes me up and hes like imelda called you blah lbah blah and half in my sleep im like why would imelda call you then my dads like what time do you have to get to the skewl and then suddenly im like AAAAAAAH! i have to go to ayj to visit charmaine todayyy *looks at time: 10:40* great i have like 20 minutes to get to mels house if we wanna make it in time. so i like literally jumped out of bed and like brushed my teeth and everything soo fast. lol and then i call mel and im like uhhh *chuckles* wanna just meet at the skewl and shes like ya what time and im like 10:20?! even though deep down i kno ill never make it by then but then i was hoping she wouldnt either cuz the bus comes once every half hour and it was raining out so then i take a ten-minute shower (which is really fast for me okayy) lol and then get ready and stuff and then i was leaving the house and mel calls shes like where are you. im like...at myy house?! -.-" anyways took me like 15 minutes to get there and then we just walked arounddd randomly and took a tour of her school. lol okay and then i saw tian and josh and clinton and heidi and thats bout it and all of charmaines guys LOL yaaaa and then we left cuz their lunch was over. and then me and mel went shopping at fv ^^ so funnnn okay first. tried on clothes at stitches and some other place that i forgot and took pictures trying them on and then went to laura petite and tried dresses on theeere and thennn we went to sears and tried hats and all these other random things and then we took pictures with mannequins LOL and we were trying on shoes at transit and then phoebs' mom saw us and then started pointing and i was like huhhh? and then i see phoebs bside her and i was like whoooa! so weird ^^ feels like i havent seen her in AGESSS but yaaa it was kewl even though im seeing her tomorrow too hahaa it was kinda awkward cuz her mom was there so i was jus like careful cuz i swear her mom hates me already =/ and then she started questioning me about tomorrow and i was like umm i dont knooo lol but then at the same time my contacts started hurting and i was trying to hide it while her mom was talking to me but i kept blinking and i think my eye was watering LOL so it must have looked really weird but whateverrr and then after we left and we continued doing a whole bunch of other stupid things and then at like 6 my parents came and drove us homeee =D what a great weekend

oooh! and i have random pictures!

*note: not in chronological order

posted by joanne - @ 5:50 pm