3/28/2005
sorting out my crazy mind
i dont know so many things just like going through my mind, consuming it, i cant think or act properly. i dont know what im doing and im sorry to everyone whos getting the effects of it. just bear with me while i go through the top 3 things i want to say to people without saying names.*if you must read, dont ask me afterwards.
1) .flesym ot gnipeek ot desu os mi esuacub uoy wohs ot em nihtiw ti dnif ot mees tnac i yrros os mi dnaod yllaer i .uoy evol i .devlovni erom eb ot troffe na ekam dluohs i sseug i ot tnaw tnod i .nedrub a mi dna yoj ruoy fo tuo gnikat mi yrros os mi
2) .em htiw raeb tsuj esaelp dna tuo denethgiarts flesym teg nac i litnu elihw a rof dne tnow won thgir dnim ym ni no gniog stahw taht wonk i esuaceb yrros mi dna ,dneirf ym gnieb rof uoy knaht i .uoy sserpmi ot gnimoceb mi tahw fo diarfa mi .og you tel ot evah lliw i taht diarfa mi .og em tel lliw uoy taht diarfa mi .uoy dedeen i revenehw ediseb thgir neeb evuoy taht rebmemer tnod i dna yadyreve detnarg rof uoy ekat i .efil ym ni uoy evah ot lufetarg naht erom ma i
3) .em ot gniod eruoy tahw aedi on evah uoy taht etah i dna uoy etah tnac i taht etah i .rehtegotla efil ym fo tuo teg tsuj .deneppah reve gnihton hsiw i dna sdneirf yats ot evah tnod ew hsiw i uoy wenk reven i hsiw i lyetelpmoc em evael tsuj .ti ni uoy htiw soiranecs ro uoy fo kniht to tnaw tnod i .uoy tuoba gnihtyna ro uoy rebmemer ot tnaw tnod i efil ym fo tuo uoy tnaw i .uoy fo gnikniht pots i tnac yhw
4)thank you for taking my mind off everything and just accepting my stupid mental leftovers and showing me youre always there.
5)dear God, help me, im falling. im slipping, i cant face this without you. temptation doesnt come from you, Lord, so help me leave this temptation of giving up, of doubt, of turning away, away. just when i know how i want to live my life, what kind of person i want to be, i cant stop but doubt everything ive ever said. God. help me.
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