in a daze

4/03/2005

happy to be forgiven

woke up at 1 30 today and the first thing i did was cry.
im so sorry, i disappointed you God. i know that hes forgiven me, but i still feel horrible like everything ive tried to do and build up collapsed today and i feel like sucha fake. i know that to a lot of people this isnt a big deal at all. but to me this is another battle lost. and im disappointing everyone i love on the way..
well. at like 4 i went out to get my a&w trainee handbook, so i guess its official? crazyyy okay starting work on wednesday..superly scared dont even know what to like do or anything. well i have to read the stupid book. i think im completely screwed for school from now on >.<
ohhhh dear. webcamming with brent is HILARIOUS. him and his gaybo poses LOL


anyways i have to talk to vanessa on the phone now while attempting to do homework okay? byebye

posted by joanne - @ 6:46 pm