in a daze

4/25/2005

oh, silly adults

hmm well, the school was empty, like empty. it was so weird, at lunch - THERE WAS NO LINE. like hello? do you understand the enormity of that. its just madness. well anyways. the weather was so yukkie outside blech. just waiting for sunshineee

okay. ill write about the silly adults tomorrow

*tomorrow
mm in yearbook right now so if i cut off randomly - whatever
so anyways about the silly adults. after work i had to eat dinner with my parents and like other parents from church. anyways after they ate dinner they were talking bout like EVERYTHING it was so hilarious. and the weird thing is that they kinda talked about the same stuff as us. it was very revelating (if thats even a word)

okay heres the thing i learned about life
i realized that if you think life is hard now at 15 or 16 it gets harder. i realized that you cant talk your ways out of things as you get older, you cant act cute, you cant get sympathy. you have responsibilities and no matter the cost, you will have to do it. your life will have to start revolving around one thing and everything else will have to lessen. you will have to choose what that one thing is and everything else that you dont choose, will have to become insignificant or you will have to set yourself up for many disappointments and rejections.

PEACE OOOOUT ^^Y

posted by joanne - @ 10:32 pm