6/18/2005
lately
spent a lot of time just thinking. especially two nights ago when i had a 'lai cha' for dinner and couldnt sleep until 4 and couldnt go on the comp cuz my parents might wake up...just reflected a lot. didnt really come to any conclusion i guess. so many things ive regretted doing this year...resenting, and things i just need to let go off. i honestly think i'm like insane or something.went to church yesterday and you could like feel an atmosphere of just weariness. everyone was just kinda like worn from their own individual issues. during word up (bible study) it was so [fill in blank]. it was obvious that they were each contemplating on their own problems. okay, i dont even know how to explain it. it was pretty drained. but worship practice went really well considering we didn't have fiona & titus with us
i'm such a naive sap.
well, gonna go shop for philly stuff with mel :)
i'm retarded.
take care everyone.

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