in a daze

8/20/2005

the day i passed up shopping for reading.

disclaimer: this blog has absolutely no point to it whatsoever, and may result in a lower brain capacity level, in simpler terms, you may become dumbed.

it's crazy isnt it, and the book isnt even that captivating. but it doesnt really feel like a 'lets go shopping' kind of a day. its more of a melancholy, curl up in your bed and bum kind of a day. :) so i spent the first 2 and a half hours of my day reading my garage sale book, saving graces. not much to say about it, i'll recap when i finish the second half

blahh, yesterday was pretty crazy; with the flash floods and like freaky weather. i have a confession, i'm really afraid of thunderstorms, it carried on through my childhood..i tend to dramatize it to make myself feel better, but yes, yesterday i was freaking out. thank goodness for good company. me and alex counted like 25 dead cars along the road on our way home, and then me and my mom got worried about nathan so we tried calling him, over, and over, and over, and it just went *beep beep*. well, thats comforting! and then we went through this place where it was completely flooded, and everyone had to pass super slowly..and then the STUPID young driver goes like speeding past us completely blinding our car with water, STUPID, hope his stupid souped up car gets drowned in the water...in the most christianly way possible? okay fine not really, but he deserved it grr. we were stuck in the car for about three hours, and so i got really bored and drowned myself in makeup until i couldnt really recognize myself..bahahaha, it was fun though..occupied me for like half an hour. and then i played five stones with alex on my cell since all the phone networks were messed up. the rest of the night was completely chill. me and sharon chilled upstairs and talked until the older group left for desserts and then we bummed downstairs. i stayed up watching tv until the channels turned to like kinky/desperate love sites and then i went to my room and read haha

i want to go running, like those commercials, where the girl's feet hit the pavement and all you hear is the steady rhythm of her running, and the road is clear and you can sense the crisp air. but knowing my own abilities, or lack of...i don't think i'll be able to make it...well, that was completely random.

have you ever had the feeling, when you realize that someone you can't live without..can live without you? doesn't it suck...like, what are you supposed to do after. well, i guess, literally, there's nobody you can't live without but life would really suck without them...yeah. did i just steal that thought from another's quote. (laughss)

i think its time for a new layout, but i'm so utterly uninspired these past few....YEARS lol

i love and hate these times when i sit home, because i don't feel like doing anything else, and i'm basically forced to think. i love it when i have something to think about. and hate it when theres nothing interesting...or worth thinking about...*sigh..

:)

posted by joanne - @ 3:05 pm