in a daze

8/09/2005

oh silly me.

i have a new goal, it's to lose 10 pounds before march break (because thanksgiving comes with many family dinners, and so does my moms birthday, my dads birthday, cousins birthday, grandmas birthday, to nathans birthday and then christmas...) so yeahhh, i need some time to get over THOSE dinners.

anywaysss gotta go on kraftdinner.ca and find myself some "healthy" recipes.....and teach myself to cook, successfully lol

you know, i honestly think my entire math class (other than those who know me, so half of my math class) think im sucha DITZ lol. especially the other girl. oh whatever, the class is so dead it hurts.

i really wanna get the kenneth cole reaction for women, lol i'm such a nerd, i'm still thinking about it...well, honestly, i think issey miyake's better...
but KC is new so less people have it...
but i guess miyake is more pleasant for everyone...
ISSSEYMIYAKE IT IS

now i just need to save up my slowly depreciating debit amount. :(
i honestly, HAVE to cancel my card, this is horrid...time to go a-job-hunting again.

okayyy, i have to eat cereal and then find a calculator so i can finish my homework. wicked good.


----to remember my first interview.
January 26, 2005 3:39PM
i have an interviewww todayyyy ^^
pray for me okay. loveloves!
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i was reading something from iris' friends xanga, lol (yes i'm retarded..) but anyways, i came across something fairly true...
"I believe there are 4 major types of Asian female teenagers living in today's society. Of course, one can argue such distinction does not make sense. How can a population of such capacity be divided with such simplicity? But I can assure you, all my years in high school has taught me this. And experience does not lie.
The first kind; which many of you would agree upon, is frequently known as the bitchy type. Generally, an author writing for a topic like this would use rational, impartial logic. However, being me, I tend to disagree. I support the use of generalizations and stereotypical imagery. So, hence, the first type of Asian female women are those who can be deemed as posers, the ones that slab on a truckload of Revlon, Wear the tightest black pants they can get their hands on, and have a look that would intimidate Jesus. Girls of this nature would do anything to become the popular, the one which everyone will talk about. They want guys to stare at them when they walk down a pool hall or 'casually' walk around in a mall. They smoke not for pure enjoyment, but because it helps them achieve a sense of social entity. They seem to find problems with everyone and bitch when they're in boredom. You know the type Im talking about. However, you want to know the surprising part? Inside, deep down, these girls are not so bad. Their lack of confidence and vulnerability make them who they are on in appearance and attitude. But no, they are not close to being the worst.

The wait is over. Let us explore the second type of Asian female teenager. Before I begin my bashing (or praising =0) let me warn you... If this current reader is an Asian female...attending some high school right now.. PAY ATTENTION!!! Because I strongly believe the majority of your population fits into this category. (meaning 60-70%) If we were relate our topic of discussion to lets say... Lord of the Rings characters, lady number one (refer to the last post) would be the Witch King. A character who's terribly cocky, likes to praise itself for its accomplishments, wants to showoff himself to all living things, doesn't believe it can go down, wears black all day, and likes to ride big black flying animals. (As in fast cars? Get it? =P) But with all due respects to Mr. Witch King, we know that he isn't all that powerful and great, since a feeble princess was able to bring him down. Now, our second type of Asian female teenager would be more like...Frodo. The intentions of this type is good. Their heart and will, for the most part, is pure and genuine. They don't mind asking "are you ok?" when they see a friend in distraught. And certainly through appearance, they seem to treat everyone fairly. (No matter how stupid and ugly they may really think you are). Using a casual reference, these girls are what you would call a "solid and dependable friend". But like Frodo Baggins himself, they have a greedy and cold side. Hey, I'm not saying these girls are all evil. Surely, when J.R.R. Tolkien wrote his book, he wanted Frodo to be the hero of all heroes. What I'm merely saying is that alike Frodo, these girls have a dark and manipulating side. To them, they find those posers girl mentioned in the first entry to be disgusting, almost pitiful in a way. However, deep down inside, they want to be just like them. Popular, accepted, and totally checked out by different guys. Nevertheless, these girls have self-respect and dignity, characteristics that the first type lacks. Values and priorities are very precious to them. The majority of these being family and friends. Being individuals with values, they may have a strong confident belief in something (example: say no to drugs), but through environment and changes, their confidence in what they believe in may be compromised, and because of this they sometimes struggle to know who they really are.
But in the end, as straightforward as it may be, me and myself is still their number one priority."
- http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=kelvinmu

--- i'm waiting upon him for the rest of his analysis.


fine, my brother corrected me, the entire drama team is not leaving, rather most of them are staying...but theyre gonna be busy with university so you might as well say their leaving, right...

posted by joanne - @ 11:03 am