in a daze

8/30/2005

stand by me, nobody knows..

who sings that song? i will ask nathan later

anyways, random moment from vbs:
- jen: "matthew whats your last name?"
- matthew: *silence*
- jen: "matthew what does your last name start with"
- matthew: "W"
- me: "what? no it doesnt, it's tam"
- matthew: "no its w"
- me: "no matthew, thats the last letter of your namee..."
- mattew: "oh"
hehehe hes adorable. check imagestation for many pictures of him :)

so anyways, summers coming to an end, and what can i really say about it, so much happened, friendship up and downs, emotional confusions, but all that is normal stuff now. its been a mediocre kind of summer, but for some reason, i feel a small, tiny sense of fulfillment as i'm approaching the end. my church, my second family, i love you indefinitely; it feels like home to me.

i anticipate what will come this school year with mixed feelings, what experiences i will carry at the end of it, what kind of person will i be, will i change, will i mature, to whom will i turn to with my problems, who will be standing with me...

but for now i'm gonna spend the last week, with everything i've got, one step at a time.
today: worship team practice/dinner, sleepover with sushi buddies
tomorrow: jitz party at mtees
thurs: dinner at chris'
fri: wonderland, sleepover at vans
saturday: shoppinng

posted by joanne - @ 2:29 pm