in a daze

10/29/2005

part 2; day 1

the first day after i've made my decision, and now its really hard...keeping it cool and all. best not to think about it but its hard, definitely. ultimately i have to keep thinking about the big picture..God knows better than i. *shrugs* whos to argue with God right..

so i'm ready to go out, in about 12 minutes i'm gonna burst out from this room and shout, lets goo! i honestly have no life, i've been on the computer almost the entire day since i've waken and what have i been doing all this time?! alternating between msn, blogger, friendster, and xangas. i'm such a loser. i'm kind of hungry, havent really eaten anything yet, of course, thats only if you ignore the bowl of corn flakes i had, the last rasberry yogourt, and my box of sunmaid raisins. right, definitely didnt eat anything haha. i'm so daft. sigh, 10 minutes left, i'm so sorry boor! for not going to your birthday earlier. sigh- i regret it now, i know i should be there right now. but dont worry LA~ i'm coming for yaaa. in 9 minutes :) haha. alright, i need to stop by mind games (or whatever), h&m, and wherever else i find something worthy. i am gonna be so super broke it is NOT even funny...

oops, my bad, i've been ignoring mc for quite a while now because of this blog. oooops! i really need to stop doing that on msn, but then again, if y'all CALLED me i wouldnt do that...well not for long, eventually i'll get off msn and focus on yall...i think. i need to stop saying yall. =) ahhh effects of philly..i wonder how my mission teeammates are doooing...i should send out an email...sigh --

today is so gorgeous, honestly i woke up smiling once i saw sunlight coming out from that tiny little crack between my curtains :) aww, its so beautiful! i really need to get outside and smell the fresh autumn air. it is SOO good to have a computer back in this room; like you have no idea. being stuck in the corner of like..space, not even a ROOM, with no windows whatsoever, is SO not cool. so if you happen to be in front of my house and you see a room with light on, thats me folks! wave hi and ill wave back because i am constantly aware of whos there now YEAH.

okay, time to burst forth into the world.

<3

posted by joanne - @ 2:42 pm