12/13/2005
food depresses me
i go home now and i reluctantly look at the fridge, honestly its so depressing for me. its becoming a chore, like omfrick i have to finish whatever whatever. its so depressing. i swear the more my grandma makes food the more i feel like crying. okay shut up this may sound funny, but i'm not even lying. and then stupid nathan calls me spoiled but he doesnt have to eat all the food, he doesnt have his grandmother calling him every hour making sure theyre eating, frick man. pissing me off. and she comes like every three days to refill. its honestly depressing me. mind you its not because her food is bad its just like the frickin motherload of china fell into my fridge, and i cant leave it there to rot because thats mean. and she understands my broken chinese to her just fine, until i try telling her to stop making food, then she just completely doesnt get it. or those few times she does, she doesnt make what she had in mind, but she makes something else, or she goes out and buys something. food depresses me now :(and why did i just randomly think about that? cuz i thought about my parents coming home tomorrow and the first thought that jumped into my head, literally, was "YES! i dont have to eat anymore"
i'm going to my room and crying before going down to eat her lasagna :( - frickk, i'm not spoiled..i just dont want to get pushed over the edge of a disorder.
sometimes angels fall - chuckie akenz & kangel
lalala, i will not overthink this, i will not jump to conclusions, i will not...oh screw it. i'm gonna read true for you but not for me and if this continues i'm gonna jump out the window or something.
i just cleaned my room, and guess what i found - i'm missing my grey fob shirt, my black track pants, my black tank top, and my short white tank top. i'm honestly really sad, because i liked all of them, except for the white tank top. GRRR. i'm probably missing a lot more that i just havent realized yet, grr, this is peeesing me off.
so my lack of clothes is SO not helping my mood right now, i have like a mixture or pissyness, annoyance, frustration, depression, hollowness, whiney-ness, AND confusion, oh plus the usual case of pms. PURRRFECT simply perfect. oh, and i have a bible quiz tomorrow, and guess who didnt reeead~ take a wild guess. [insert "i am sooo frikkin' pissed."]
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i am so naive.
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think of those poor poor african children...
you, so wonderfully blessed, are complaining about your abundance of good china food.
its not because her food is bad its just like the frickin motherload of china fell into my fridge
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA !!!!!
just throw out the food.. honestly. i would've done that.
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.. i hope there isnt a limit on how long my comments can be.
cheer up babes :)your parents are coming home! no more gross food =D
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