in a daze

12/12/2005

i don't like the telephone

i came home and the last two phone calls i picked up were completely random strangers..
the first one, i answered my house phone and this man in a really weird tone says, "helloooo~, can i speak to the lady of the house?" and i'm, ummm, shes not here right now. and then i felt dumb because he was probably like, then who the heck are you, right whatever. then there was silence for like a while cuz i thought he was gonna repeat himself, but he didnt so i just hung up.
and the other was a wrong number but it was completely like..what? cuz the person sounded familiar, i think?


anyways, i'm supposed to go over to sharons house to eat dinner, but i'm not that hungry and i kinda fed off some of nathan's birthday cookies already. hmm, oh well i need to get something from her car anyways..nooot exactly the best day for me, but it wasnt bad i guess, i lived. in a way, josh wasn't too far off when he said i was happily depressed (not meaning i'm happy to be depressed..) i smile, i laugh, and honestly, i'm not faking it when i do, it's just..everything for the past while seems to have such a bitter undertone to it. i think i have the christmas bluees - ever since i heard that song i keep saying it. well, it was a funny song


honestly, during this month that my parents have been away, i have spent SO much time at school it's not even funny. just me, roaming around, acquainting myself with every little inch of the high school side, what a dreary place. my cell's wallpaper makes me happy :P it's the kernel's christmas spongebob popcorn bag! it's kinda cute, i think it's growing on me hehe.


oh dear, everyone's name is starting to talk about stress of school...maybe i need to write in my agenda more often...=/
i fail my report cards expectations :(


things i've become extremely attached to:
cell phone - call me, OFTEN. i love it, it and all its radiation, i simply love it. i feel incomplete without it lol i swear i have it beside me every minute of my naive life
wallet - ever since christmas shopping started, i carry my wallet everywhere. >.< i may be suffering a chronic case of shopaholicism, i swear i'm gonna go broke before christmas even comes, *breathe* okay, no more spending (other than josh's, mL's, rach's present)
keys - see this is only because now i know if i forget it i just completely screwed myself over, so if you see me at home i'm constantly checking where my keys are because i cannot dare to lose them.
ipod shuffle - nathan has it right now, but i think i'm becoming really good friends with it, it's been there for me when i was so lonely and comforted me, especially on those long cold walks to bayview village :)


i'm such a geek, wheehee, i love meeself


WHAAA, has anyone seen vincheesy's display picture?! gum YING geh? i say it's the tie, what do you think? what the tie? yes i agreee :):)

posted by joanne - @ 7:59 pm