12/08/2005
i want la senza pj pants
i dont know who's more of an idiot, me or nathan, maybe were equal, its a family thing. i'm in the melancholy stage, i'm contemplating becoming a temporary hermit. mm, so oc by myself tonight. either itll make me feel more pathetic and dumb or make me feel better. blah.[edit] meh, whatever >.<; mmm. oc does make me feel better, lol what a freak. anyways went out to vanessas house for a bit just cuz i really wanted to get out of the house -.-"
taking a shower at 12 in the morning is probably not extremely smart..hmmm....
my hair is gonna be naarsty tomorrow.
i need to walk to shoppers sometime this week to buy the kelly clarkson cd (i know, of all places) and a present lol, trying to save up optimum points man
my holiday spirit is deteriorating :( feeling a bit low - i think i have the christmas blues. boo i'm such a dumb butt. =7
yes.
[1:22AM] i still dont feel like sleeping. i have school tomorrow, but i dunno, i'm not really tired, just wanna, sit. checking every so often to see if youre really there. i'm sorry for, everything. hmm, don't feel like smiling right now, i just feel gross, like bleh, like the sound the blobby, squishy pooh from one's makes when you just drop it. okay i give up, i'm gonna go to my bed and force myself to sleep now. good bye.
>.<
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