12/09/2005
one painful hiatus
nobody said it was easy...nobody said it would be this hard...
i wouldn't give up my faith, but right now...i do kind of want things to be different, just so we could straighten things out and deal with the hard stuff later..
this is weird, i was wrong, so wrong. this may actually take me a while to let go. i'm so consistently idiotic. who wouldve thought...that it was just like *poof* all that and then none. but at the same time, i know i have to keep in perspective, this is ultimately to find out Gods ultimate plan without...distractions(?)
in the words of that crying chinese kid that i never saw again - "moh jor fay gay"
i don't completely know why or understand...i question too much, i'm confused with where i'm going, too...and i pray i could have given a better answer to assure everyone...
so i guess, this will be my last post for now about this. *on a heartistic hiatus.
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