1/24/2006
looks like a tuesday
mm, the last few days were gorgeous...but now were back to this drabby grey weather boobyebye two exams...three exams to go
okay..for math i already admit defeat...even when i study like some kind of insane student i still end up doing horrible :(
...and i have a tummy ache
my indulgence for today was timothy's almond croissants...:)) except..why did it smell like permanent markers?!
anyways...my pen keeps dotting my fingers during the exam but i like how it writes...it makes me write faster :( what a dilemma...(why am i such a freak today)
hope all the bio freaks do good on their exam noww..two more hours to go friends you can do it :)) all your ATP and glucose and milking of the muscles loll i have noo idea what i'm saying - whateverr cheerah you're done nothing you can do about it now right..
anyways off to math, i depress myself
(oh great an now it starts to rain/snow too) OYVAY!
[edit] oh, i'm productive..i went from upstairs to downstairs, printed out the online math test and i'm back on blog.. that was like 20 minute blog break
but i do actually have something on my mind...
do i always make nothing into something? is it naive to think that if nothing is official then something ceases to be? and finally...why do i never know where i stand...?
i hate not knowing what direction i'm going in because now i'm just circling and i can't really move anywhere. it's like i'm scared to walk away in case i might miss something but then while i'm standing here, nothing is happening. aww, i just thought of a cute analogy...i'm like that little kid on the trike that says, "i dunno, waiting for something amazing to happen..i gueesss~" waiting for that moment to say "that was totally amazing!" and sit back down and remember it for the rest of my life....
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