in a daze

2/14/2006

happy valentines day

five days and already having problems - that was fast XP

on the highway today, i saw a really beefy dude in a small dirty honda wearing oversized chanel sunglasses! hehehe! well, i thought it was amusing. that image completely breaks down the entire personality chanel has been working so hard to get.

in studying sense & sensibility, i realized i hold close to elinor's definition of love. the most i can give to someone is my attention, for the time being at least; it's true, this fear of getting hurt and it's friend, emotional claustrophobia...i'm sorry i couldnt give you more...





...............i don't know what i can say to make it right, without lying to you...i'm just really sorry...


so, um, tell me when you want to talk..?


[edit - 12:03AM] i am so tired, it feels like a friday but no, i still have a whole week ahead of me. this intensely SUCKS :( tutor tomorrow but i need to end this whole money thing i think her and her mother are getting restless..okayokay think think! crap.

did anyone watch the dr phil Love Smart at 9 today. :) mmmm, that was interesting LOL i put my valentine on hold so i can watch it, no wait i hung up on them. oh well, it was good :) and then i got hooked onto the tv and ended up watching house, much vj search, and popular. which leads me to...has anyways been watching that really old series, popular, on the family channel. i remember when nathan thought that was like the coolest show and was like infatuated with the main character and i would just watch with him to bask in the coolness. LOL....anyways, it was so melodramatic, but even as i watch it now...i'm still so into it. it's so sad i know, the jokes are so bad, theyre not even funny, every problem in the show is completely unrealistic, but HAAA. still :)

okay, good night!

posted by joanne - @ 6:55 pm